What exactly did we have?
Love is such a strong word, for kids of our age. Its hard to find the depth of the meaning now a day because the word “love” is extremely over used. We found a friendship that lead to so much more. More, that wasn’t good for us. More that took us over the edge. It was too hard for us to last, we couldn’t make it through the pressure. It was in the retrospect that we knew we wouldn’t last. But the starvation of our hearts, just couldn’t resist it.
We have nothing now. You can’t except the ‘real me’. I am who i am. Can’t take it? Can’t handle the pressure? Of being able to say that you loved someone who could take risks. Of being able to say you could reach out on a limb to go forth with the person you love. You are nothing more to me, than a past, and most likely no future. Are you happy that you have lost? Do you regret what you did? Its over now. So the chances are gone, and the rope has been cut. Now when people say your name, i say “Who?” . I will always think of you, in the back part of my mind, but for now, you are nothing more.
